WHAT IS THE WROST FEELING THE IN WORLD THAN BEING PUT ON WAITLIST? (I seriously cant do this)

[jm45]

REJECTION WOULD HAVE MADE MY LIFE EASIER THAN THIS SHITCOASTER. I cant cant do this. I had a hard time waiting to hear back by mid march... now there is a chance I wont hear back till the end of June. 

Life just feels so meaningless at this time. 

[applebeee123]

I understand bro. I'm waiting answers from like 9 schools yet, is frustrating af.
As a brazilian I tend to be negative about this signs but hope dies last, so, the only thing we could do at this point is try to focus on everything else.