break the pain process...out of the madhouse

[WendyWonderland]

I think I am gonna leave gradcafe for a while. I consistently browse the posts, can't focus on work and I think the waiting out is driving me crazy!

Two of my programs already indirectly rejeted me since ppl have posted offers on the board and I heard nothing....I start to ask professors what he thinks is a good fot for them in order to evaluate myself (this should be done before application not after!!!!!!)

I really hang on here all day long and keep check my mails 10 minutes a day....even in bed I check with my smart phone...In order to stay healthy and not to be fired from my boss I guess I have to break the pain and try to live a normal life. I am not sure if contacting schools at this point would change something, I believe not. So there is nothing left than waiting, and the weird cycle of hope and desperation plus self doubt.

Anybody in the same boat? You're not alone in the madhouse....

 

Good luck to everybody here, and I hope they would contact us soon. No bigger torture than the unknown.