terrifiedhuman

I'm on the waitlist for a school I've been invited to for visiting weekend. However, I'm afraid that attending the visiting weekend will actually make them want me less, because I'm very socially awkward. However I'm afraid that if I don't go it will also reflect poorly on me, like I don't care about going there. So I don't know what to do...(I really want to go to this school). It's also worth noting that since I'm only on the waitlist and not admitted, my visiting expenses will not be covered. I would pay for it out of pocket. Advice?