seh0517

I gotta say, this feed made me feel much better and a little silly about stressing over my situation. I am starting a Masters program in the Fall in Public History and have been applying for some internship positions for the Summer. There haven't been many locally that fit what I need experience in (3 applied, 1 rejected so far), so I have started looking for some outside of my city to consider. I have found many more than I expected that are paid and provide housing/boarding, but they are all in different states. Which, is the only way one out of state would be doable for me, as I am married and share financial responsibilities with my husband and he wouldn't be able to cover everything alone while I'm gone if I wasn't getting paid or had to pay for housing. These would be in the summer, so only a few months, but I still have felt intense guilt about leaving for that long. My husband is 100% supportive and is encouraging me to do it because he knows it will be good for my education and career, and he knows it would be an adventure for me as well. He's like, "yea sure it will suck and I will miss you, but it will be good for your goals. Go for it!" But somehow, I'm still feeling, "what kind of spouse am I to leave for that long?" I have never heard of or met anyone in my situation doing this (outside of military relationships, which I have been involved with in the past) but I still struggled with this like it is selfish of me. Finding this feed made me feel much better about my decision to apply to these. I feel like I was being a bit hard on myself about it now. It's ONLY a few months! Others do it for years for their career and still have healthy relationships. Long distance is hard, I know that firsthand. But I know my husband and I will have no problem with that part of the deal. I am so excited for the potential adventure my summer will be, now! So, thanks for sharing your stories! They've helped my courage!

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Hi there! Starting Fall 2017 in a MA Public History program. Very excited to get started! My historical focus is the History of Science, with interests in scientific illustrations, Ancient Egyptian medicine and science, the relationship between science, magic, and religion, astronomy, paleontology, and mortuary science. I hope to obtain a career in a museum of natural history or science in exhibit creation, interpretation, and public programming. I also hope to complete a PhD, just not sure if I will right after my Masters or later one after I am in the workforce.