Yeah, it's really hard to know what information to believe. We don't want to get our hopes up and then get hosed in the end, and I think that's everyone's big fear. But you know, I just find life goes so much better if I stay positive, and so I'm (perhaps naively) really happy to run with any positive info I get. I know how pollyanna that sounds, but if it works, what the heck. Sylvinka, that sucks. But it sounds like you're talking about the doctoral SSHRC? If so, I've heard that's a different ballgame where getting sent to Ottawa is just the beginning of the scrutiny. I'll admit, I've been pacing these past couple of weeks, but I'm stopping *now* and going outside to play. I'll fret over free money in the mail later. Oh, and good luck--I hope you get it this year!