Good luck Loric and hope your surgery went well; maybe you need to look into meditation or affirmations to de-stress. I have an affirmation I've been repeating for myself that goes "Let go, and trust the Universe" -- and it was working great until I de-stressed a little bit too much and took my eye off the ball after 5 late night, very-similar-yet-minutely-different-to-keep-you-on-your-toes applications.
I discovered over the weekend that I somehow didn't press the submit button for Columbia, after being 5 days early to fill in the reams of forms, uploading 20 portfolio pieces, writing a few hundred words on each piece, and getting glowing recommendations sent.
They've told me to think about applying again next year. Kick. Teeth.
On the positive side, I could never have afforded it, and that's one less option to feel nervous about! I'm also now super careful about my remaining applications.
Repeat this mentally ten times, even if you don't believe it. It will make you feel a little less anxious:
Let go, and trust the Universe
Let go, and trust the Universe
Let go, and trust the Universe
Let go, and trust the Universe
Let go, and trust the Universe
Let go, and trust the Universe
Let go, and trust the Universe
Let go, and trust the Universe
Let go, and trust the Universe
Let go, and trust the Universe
And after you've de-stressed, get out there and make some more work so that when you get an interview, you can show them stuff you've been working on since you sent in your application.