I don't know if I can wait. I am already too old (late 20's). And I don't know if I will be able to get in the program after few years because its hard for me to get good reference especially academic.
Unfortunately, I am not eligible for any funding I have B + average in my undergrad. I have been offered RA positions. I can't make more than 300 per month with that RA position.
But the thing is I absoultely LOVE the program. I have been trying so hard to find courses/certificate related to that program. In Canada there are only few schools offering that program.
My question is how safe it is to take 50,000 loan for two year of my grad studies ? I am just so scare because I know if I will have trouble paying my loan back noone (family, friend) is going to help me....