I applied to nine schools, three of which are safety schools (or at least I'm hoping that my app is strong enough for them to be considered safety schools for me). I was confident I could get in anywhere at the beginning of this process, but somehow over the past month or so I have managed to convince myself that nobody would want me since I go to a small liberal arts university nobody has ever heard of (and applying to engineering) and all my research is not related in any way whatsoever to what I am going to grad school for. Every now and then I try to put positive thoughts in my head, but it doesn't work, so I have been concentrating extra hard on my courses and research to take my mind off things. I suppose that is a good thing.
If anybody here has the mindset that they are accepted until notified otherwise, please let me know your secret. I have been having headaches and lost lots of weight over the past month, and cannot imagine I look very healthy.
best of luck to everyone out there, sorry to bring you down.