I've been rejected from Berkeley, which was expected, but somehow still hurt like hell. Then wait-listed at UW, which felt like a victory, but I know it doesn't change my situation. And now that all the Michigan applicants have been notified, I'm expecting bad news from them as well, and that's my alma mater. It's so terrible to think that people who KNOW me actually went through my file and said no, not qualified. Now everything hinges on Oregon, and I'm having to face the very real possibility that I am not going to grad school this year. (and of course, because we are in the pit of despair, I'll add on my melodramatic "OR EVER.")