This is my favorite thread hahaha. I am in the exact same position. My friend at work is also applying to grad school and we sit there all day stressing out about not hearing back, going over victory and horrible, fiery defeat scenarios over and over and over again. It is driving me insane! I wish I could just find out NOW! I am waking up thinking about it, go to bed thinking about it, checking my email like a mad-woman. I don't know WHAT I will do if I don't get in! Eeek! Whew.