Emily, I love it! I had the instinct to clean and organize too last week, after a lame rejection. I should have acted on that, but instead got lazy and have since been stewing in reflections and murky plans.
I only applied to three MA (in English literature) programs. One admit, one reject and I'm waiting on one. I'm realizing now how competitive everything is and that my applications really should have been stronger. For example, the schools asked for a 20 page scholarly essay, and I submitted a 7 page analytical essay. It was a really good paper, but not near enough. Also I emphasized my high school teaching experience in my SOP, but I may have sounded out of touch with academia, which I am. I should have had a professor or two read mine.
I'm probably going to stop with an MA, but if I ever get the urge to go for a PhD I have a better sense now of what it takes.
As for age, I know some nice success stories. My aunt decided at age 54 to become a psychologist. She took all the prereqs, got her Phd and now has a very successful practice in Washington state. Another woman I know decided to become a lawyer in her 60's!! Now in her 70's she too has her own practice of some kind in Canada. Sure your career might be shorter than some, but it might be way more fulfulling and productive. Also, people change careers now all the time, so who is to judge anyone for how long they may or may not have a career. Oh..and my sister is living in a treatment center for bipolar disorder and there is a really nice older gentleman there who is a grad student/employee. This man is in program that draws on buddhist doctrines. I imagine his age and experience are only assets to him in that environment.
I hope no one gives up their dream because of age or because of rejections this year. It's a really tough year.