ohhhh the wait.....
I genuinely hate waiting for anything, but it makes our soal stronger. My soul is enduring agonizing pain for what seems to be a hopeless endeavor continuing a long path. I tried a lot, I put all of my energy to pursue science and do something great, however it's not the ultimate goal. I need to reach peace with myself. God is somewhere near us...
Stay faithful
I am thinking about taking to the countryside and start farming, put together a peaceful life in the heart of mother nature and continue my research for myself, not for any other. I want to do math until I die in obscurity and solidarity. I think to myself, this is a nice plan B. what do you think?
My most brilliant plan B would be to move into the countryside and start farming and do research for the rest of my life. after all, it was the proficiency of my ancestors. However, I am thinking about building a lab in my farm and continue my research in mathematics and engineering. Nice Life, Right?
Moien got a reaction from horseshoesandhandgrenades in "Accepting" Total Rejection (A Good Day)