This is literally the saddest thing I've ever ready. To poster: Please cheer up. Screw the schools that did not accept you, I'm sure you are an amazing candidate. Have a lil faith that you'll end up in the place you are meant to be in. I know that sounds like a cliche but sometimes believing in that is the only way to get yourself through. Just stay positive. Sending good vibes your way that you get some good news in a few hours. Either way I hope that you can find some happiness in your current situation.