Worries: I applied to 12 schools in HEP-th which is very competitive. One of my recommenders uploaded the letter well past the deadline for 6 schools. Hence, I am worried that I will get automatically rejected from those programs. To add on to it, the wait is making me nervous and I am afraid that I will get rejected from all of the schools. My biggest worry is what will I do if I am rejected from all the schools. All through my undergrad, I have only worked in physics and I don't even know what jobs are out there in the industry, let alone knowing anything about them.
Excitement: I hate the city I am currently living in and can finally move away when I graduate in 3 months.