It has really been helping me to focus on what I might do if I don't get in to grad school. I have a whole plan laid out- a completely different path that could be equally rewarding. I know waiting is difficult, but sometimes forcing yourself to not constantly check your e-mail, read this forum, or check the portal- and instead reading a book, hanging out with friends and family, and focusing on the present- it's so much better and you will likely feel much happier.