Hi all!
I'm applying for Ph.D. programs this fall and was wondering about specializing. There's a long story involved (well, long-ish) just to warn you.
I'm currently working on an MA because I had a rough start in my undergrad due to some personal issues. This extra time pursuing the MA has helped me really establish myself, but I feel I'm being torn in two completely different directions (partially due to professors pressuring me). I have a lot of experience in the Comp. and Rhet. field: I worked at my college's Writing Center as a tutor for a few years and am now a supervisor, I grade ESL placement exams, I presented on authoritative blogging at 2010's CCCC, and I will be teaching College Composition this fall. I've submitted proposals for CCCC again (as part of a gaming and writing workshop) and AWP (discussing using creative non-fiction content to engage students in writing based courses).
When I thought of applying for Comp. and Rhet., I always thought I could focus more on rhetoric--rhetorical theory, history, etc. As such, my MA thesis will be on the rhetorical styling of Jonathan Swift, and I'm absolutely thrilled with my topic. However, a professor who has taken me under his/her wing mentioned that my topic may not be appropriate for a Comp. and Rhet. focus. He/She suggested I write about technology and writing pedagogy. I stuck to my guns, though, and am not changing my topic.
Now, I'm also a bit of a techie (hence why he/she suggested a tech focus in my thesis). I have a lot of--renown, I guess I'll call it--on my campus due to a website I made which gives writing/grammar advice. As such, this professor, again, decided that he/she should suggest that I make my thesis into a website, etc. etc. to really emphasize my technological background because it will make my application tighter. Again, I'm sticking to my guns: I'm not making my thesis web-based.
I'm incredibly torn now--perhaps I was mistaken about the possibility of studying rhetorical theory and history. When I imagine my future, I don't want to study theories of writing pedagogy forever (Elbow, Selfe, etc.). I appreciate everything they do immensely because I feel I can apply their theories to my classroom. Yet when I imagine my studies, I always picture literature, predominantly the Scriblerians. And it's not as simple as having multiple literary interests (I also love medieval, and oddly enough, I find most medievalists enjoy the long 18th and vice versa), since these are two entirely different programs in many cases.
I have been thinking about applying to some Comp. and Rhet. programs and some "literature" programs. But this causes a couple issues--(1) I'll have to decide whether to go Comp./Rhet or English for some programs (such as CUNY Grad Center), (2) It may become difficult for the professors who will be writing my LoR.
Is it impossible to study 18th century literature in a rhetorical light? Should I be applying for literature programs instead? Will my strong background in composition reflect poorly on my literature applications?
Unfortunately, I missed the deadlines for the conferences covering the long Eighteenth, so I can't build more of an 18th century focus at this point.