If anyone wants to feel bad for me, I made the dumb mistake of trying to remove and replace my proposal after having already agreed to the disclosure statement, so after months of work it looks like I won't even have my application read. Rob said they might be able to add it to my file but no guarantees (I emailed them my proposal right after this happened but it was close to the deadline). It was my mistake, I blame sleep deprivation for clouding my judgment and bad time management skills for my last-minute submission, but I can't help but also be frustrated with the application system for even letting me make edits. Sigh.