When I received my first rejection, I was numb. I didn't know how to react or what to do about it. It was my second program of choice, so in a way, it is preparing me for further rejection, especially for my first program of choice, which I haven't heard from yet. It's terrified me. I have no idea what my chances are. To make matters worse, while waiting, I've already looked into housing and am financially preparing myself for the program. I am so ready, but it won't matter if I'm rejected.