Unhealthy Obsession

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Since I found this forum two weeks ago, I check it multiple times per day by searching the schools and program in which I applied. I continuously log into my accounts to check if there is an update. Today on the forum, 3 people were accepted to one of the schools I applied at. I haven't heard anything. This is torture, anxiety, and an unhealthy obsession. 

Another obsession is school. Is anyone else obsessed? It's like an addiction. I feel as if life is more structured, interesting, and there is something to look forward to while being part of a program. I already completed a Masters 2 years ago. I felt depressed when it ended and finally applied for a doctorate in a different area. I feel the need to be in school. Help.