An odd thing to be posting, but i've been feeling a lot of anxiety about this lately and sort of just wanted to say something to get some feedback. I used to smoke a little weed here and there, but this summer I really got into it way too much. My best friends who I have hung out with for about 10 years really got into smoking dope this summer, and for the first two months I was smoking with them nearly 4-5 days per week. Over the past two months, I have only smoked about 1-2 times per week and I am done for the rest of the summer (and probably the rest of the year since those fiends are headed across the country to go back to university until May.) I am just having really bad anxiety that smoking for these past 4 months is going to hurt my grades this upcoming school year (third year) and because this is such an important year the anxiety is magnified. I am trying to become a psychologist, and although I had the highest grades for any second year student in the faculty of arts during my second year, I just fear this weed smoking will prevent me from achieving that level of success again this year. I know this sounds silly but I'm not an experienced smoker and simply do not know what to expect. I also realize that this is completely my fault, but I've had a tough summer in terms of my relationship with my GF and I guess I've been using weed to self-medicate
Has anyone else had similar worries or know if there is cause for alarm? I simply have not smoked enough to have any idea how this is going to turn out for me, but perhaps someone(s) here has been through the ringer themselves/ knows someone else who has?
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Hi all,
An odd thing to be posting, but i've been feeling a lot of anxiety about this lately and sort of just wanted to say something to get some feedback. I used to smoke a little weed here and there, but this summer I really got into it way too much. My best friends who I have hung out with for about 10 years really got into smoking dope this summer, and for the first two months I was smoking with them nearly 4-5 days per week. Over the past two months, I have only smoked about 1-2 times per week and I am done for the rest of the summer (and probably the rest of the year since those fiends are headed across the country to go back to university until May.) I am just having really bad anxiety that smoking for these past 4 months is going to hurt my grades this upcoming school year (third year) and because this is such an important year the anxiety is magnified. I am trying to become a psychologist, and although I had the highest grades for any second year student in the faculty of arts during my second year, I just fear this weed smoking will prevent me from achieving that level of success again this year. I know this sounds silly but I'm not an experienced smoker and simply do not know what to expect. I also realize that this is completely my fault, but I've had a tough summer in terms of my relationship with my GF and I guess I've been using weed to self-medicate
Has anyone else had similar worries or know if there is cause for alarm? I simply have not smoked enough to have any idea how this is going to turn out for me, but perhaps someone(s) here has been through the ringer themselves/ knows someone else who has?
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