Heart goes out to you. I know how this is like. I completely agree about getting consistent updates. Now I am so used to getting updates that when I am not getting anything, I go into a serious depression. I hate it when everyone tells me "you were almost there". Almost there does not justify all the hardwork in putting together the application, getting the logistics done and wait for days and months. This comes from a person who frets about waiting in queue for coffee. Somehow I feel there is some kind of cosmic conspiracy that is trying to teach me lessons about waiting. I so don't want to go through it one more time, but looks like I don't have a choice.