Hi all. I'm new to the forum, so I apologize if my post is out of place.
So I'm currently a senior at a university in Texas. I'm a double major in sociology and political science with minors in women's studies and community & urban studies. I'm having that sort of pre-applicaiton anxiety about applying to graduate school for a PhD in sociology. I'm currently working on a senior research project for sociology with a decent overall GPA (3.6 with one more year to get it up; started out as a biology major and nearly failed first year chemistry and stuggled in a few other courses not related to any of my majors or minors). Ultimately, my goal is to get my PhD from Emory. All in all, I guess there are a few main things I'm scared about.
1. I'm terrified of the GRE because I'm not even sure how to go about preparing for it. Also, I get super bad testing anxiety, but I know that applicaiton committees don't care about that. I'm scared that my GRE scores won't be high enough to even get me past the first round of applicaiton reviews.
2. I'm scared my writing sample will just be seen as another rehash of former research. My project has to do with measuring college students of color and their attitude toward the Confederate flag in modern settings and how that relates to racial identity formation. I plan on using my senior project as my writing sample, but I'm scared people will read it and think, "Great, another piece on racial identity." Is there any way to avoid falling into that sort of niche that comes with researching and wiriting about racial identity?
3. I'm really scared that regardless of my GRE scores, writing samples, GPA, SOP, LORs, and everything else that goes with my application that I won't be accepted anywhere simply because of the school I come from. The person directing my senior research project has indicated she thinks I have a great chance of getting into Emory with the completion of my research project, but I really feel like she feels obligated to say that. Plus, I get the feeling that people from the top schools will see the school I come from, think it's some rural school from Texas and instantly discount my applicaiton.
If anyone has any way to sort of overcome these feelings or have felt the same way, I'd love to hear about it. It just feels like none of my other friends are experiencing this anxiety so I don't really have anyone to talk to about it. My advisor and senior project director have both been incredibly positive, but again, it somewhat feels like they're obligated to say that.