infinite, stop being so pessimistic; some of us are genuinely freaking out here. and by the way, with all due respect, maybe you didn't get the award this year and last because you don't speaken la english good. Brush up on your articles and pronouns--being an engineer is no excuse.
This is just utterly cruel. I'm in mathematics and I haven't heard. I truly, madly, deeply hope that not all the awards have been posted yet. Some of you (snowcapk) seem to be excellent students, and your not receiving notice is the only silver lining in this--that maybe we still have hope.