Hello all -
I am a current first year MFA director at a reputable school. Currently, I'm worried that I chose the wrong school. It is very clear that the department's priority lie within the amazing playwriting program and the directors are here to support their needs until our 2nd year directing project and thesis. There is a lack of formal "curriculum" besides a weekly directing lab, but our education is in the ability to direct a new play every semester. I was expecting more of a "get up and create" approach rather than a read and discuss academic study. Quickly realized that I'm not a new play director (unless it's a piece I LOVE), but more a visionary auteur (not unlike Ivo Van Hove) who puts my creative stamp on pieces, re-imagines operas/musicals and self-generated director driven work. This program is more suited for a dramaturgical director who can find passion in bringing someone else's idea to life.
So I'm wondering is it better to stick with this program that will allow me to direct a re-imagined opera, a big budget thesis of my choosing, 3 years of teaching experience, meet playwrights, but be creatively frustrated for 3 years? I'll also mention this program will not put me in any major debt. Or should I apply again to programs that will not be so focused on serving the playwrights visions? Are there any programs I should look at? Probably not applying to Yale for the 3rd time. Or should I just shut up, be grateful for this opportunity and make the best of it?
Thoughts?