I’ve been teaching for quite a few years since I’ve graduated, so I’ll just keep on keeping on. I really do love my job, and I’ve been feeling/dealing with an intense amount guilt this entire cycle about “wanting” to leave. It took me a whole year to come to terms with the idea that putting myself and my goals first isn’t betraying my students. If I get accepted, the next few months will be a struggle to “stay in the game” and focus, but if I don’t? I still have an awesome job that I’m content with for the time being.