Greetings! As a third time applicant for the Fulbright I thought I’d share some of my experience.
I first applied for a Fulbright research fellowship halfway through my masters program. I had a research question that I wanted to explore abroad, and support from my advisor. I started the application process late with only a few months to prepare all the materials. My application advanced, but in the end I was not selected. I’d received word just days before graduating. Having waited months the news was devastating. In the end I picked up the pieces, found a job, and moved to a great new city.
A year later, my research interests remained and the time felt right. This time around I had months to prepare my application materials. In January I received notification that my application was not moving forward. I was shocked to have the process end so quickly. I was satisfied that I had reapplied and done my best, I would have always wondered if I should have given it another shot. It was nice to find out early and avoid four more months of anticipation and putting my life plans on hold. Having gone through the lengthy application process twice, I swore it off.
This past August I received an email from my university advisor, Fulbright had just announced two new research fellowships in my field. My first thought was to delete the email. I thought it over – similar research topic, new country, enormous resources, and a rushed timeline. Then I decided to jump, for a third time. So here I am, back in the familiar waiting game.
Applying for a Fulbright is a lengthy, demanding process that few understand. You carefully craft the materials, the statement, and proposal to show your interests and character in the best light possible. You’ve laid yourself bare to be judged here and abroad. One my close friends shared this passage with me from Theodore Roosevelt, it’s stuck with me and I hope some find it useful.
The Man in the Arena, Excerpt from the speech "Citizenship In A Republic"
It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds; who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat.
Happy 2013, be pleased with yourself, regardless of that outcome, you have stepped into the arena!