I'm feeling really weird, guys. I keep trying to discipline myself to not look at the results and this forum, because I know it's only adding stress to my day-to-day life over something I decidedly cannot control, but the panic of realizing I may not get in anywhere represents some kind of unthinkable nightmare. More strange yet is that I'm completely self aware of how ridiculous it is to get upset about not being the 1% of people who get into the fanciest programs. Why is this a thing? Do we all want this simply because it's very, very competitive? Are we the problem? Lol I need to go for a walk or something.