I know there are other topics addressing all these issues, but after completing my applications, I did not want anything to do with them. Finally, today, I checked on my status. I know I should have checked sooner. One of my lor writers never submitted his lor for two of the schools. One of these schools was supposed to be a back up. I applied to six schools. I haven't heard anything yet. Now I'm freaking out. What if I don't get into any schools? I know it's not the end of the world, but I'm 25, I have been out of school for 3 1/2 years, and I am currently a cocktail waitress. Do I serve tables for another year? Granted, I spent one year as a teacher so I really only wasted about 2 1/2 years of my life so far. I really don't want to waste another. I have great GRE scores. I really am smart. I just lacked direction and motivation in my undergrad (okay, so I was lazy) so my GPA was only a 3.3. Also, I never got to know my professors so I only have one LOR from a professor. My former adviser told me that she does not write lors for students who graduated more than a couple years ago. Ever. So, I only have one professor who would write me an lor. The other two are supervisors from when I was a teacher. My direct supervisor, the one who wrote the most amazing LOR praising me as highly as the English language allows, is the one who did not submit two of the lors. I stopped teaching because my school closed due to lack of enrollment. It was a private school. I was not fired. I did not quit. I just decided that I did not enjoy teaching high schoolers after my school closed down. Then I took a year to decide want I want to do. One year turned into two. Finally, I decided I want to go back to school and become a professor. I really love teaching. I just don't love fighting with the students and forcing them tricking them into learning. I applied. I knew my weaknesses, but I put a lot of effort into those applications. I know that if I put real effort into my Masters, I will excel, but I eff'd up my undergrad, and my lor writer dropped the ball. Now I keep asking myself what if I don't get into any schools? I don't want to serve tables another year. Sigh. I needed to get that off my chest. Thanks for listening.