monkeefugg

aww, thanks everyone this is the most reassurance I've received today I swear, I'm 2 seconds away from tossing myself into the path of a speeding bus b/c I've decided that my pending 6 decisions are probably rejections

yeah I hope the oral surgeon won't notice any erosion on my teeth from all the stress-induced vomiting

These jerks on the livejournal and whatnot seem to think that all these ppl who claim to be waitlisted know that because they were contacted and that if you haven't heard anything, it's safe to assume you've been rejected. UHM.... WTF??!!! That would be such BS (not to mention, the end of my life) Programs have to notify you!!!!! I refuse to believe these loser idiots online who've been chattering away, pretending they know how the world works. I'm so angry!! GGGAARRRRR!!!!!!!!

I might have to quit Philosophy was a dream; bear children instead Flashing before me, possible alternatives: maybe start a band? Failing to get in, My body might as well be rotting in a ditch

I'm getting all 4 of my wisdom teeth extracted tomorrow I'm looking forward to it, as a distraction from the agonizing torment of obsessing over the Hell that is waiting to hear admit decisions how pathetic and thoroughly sick

I applied to 11 Philosophy PhD programs I got 5 rejections in a timely fashion, all arriving within the same relatively narrow time frame Then what seems to have been an excrutiatingly LOOOONNGG silence... What does this mean? Am I probably on an unofficial waitlist? If that's the case, why didn't they notify me? Are these posts people make about being waitlisted, etc, at these programs hoaxes? (who would do such a thing?) I know Emory's notifications are being sent out later than usual this year. I'm probably rejected there anyway. And NSSR probably hasn't decided yet But that I haven't heard from the other 4 sort of leads me to believe I haven't been ruled out yet. What do you guys think? I e-mailed DePaul and Villanova, so I might get a response tomorrow or something. (I'm going to die!!!!!) I'm soooo obsessed and anxious and neurotic and sick. I can't concentrate on my thesis!!! BAH!!