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I am going to nyc next week- does anyone have any recommendations on where to stay? Cheaply? Possibly someones couch??
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If michigan offered you better funding DO IT! Seriously!!! Ive heard nothing my great things about schools in michigan! 
 

Also, to the person out there throwing around 120k for art school- DON'T DO IT! 
 
Masters in art seems like a fancy ass statement, but honestly, you can be an artist without a mfa! If you dont come from privilege, DONT FUCKING PAY FOR GRAD SCHOOL
 
good luck 

Also, to the person out there throwing around 120k for art school- DON'T DO IT! 
 
Masters in art seems like a fancy ass statement, but honestly, you can be an artist without a mfa! If you dont come from privilege, DONT FUCKING PAY FOR GRAD SCHOOL
 
good luck 

RCA all the way.

Was accepted into Hunter as well
 

Was accepted into Hunter as well
 

Was accepted into Hunter as well
 

Was accepted into Hunter as well
 

Was accepted into Hunter as well
 

Me and penndesign

Hunter decides today.... dun dun dun

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also consider how much gas you would need to drive a rental truck from boston to bloomington. my fiance and i just moved and we rented a truck that got 10 miles/ gallon. we spent $100 in gas for a 7 hour drive. and the truck rental cost about $350 i think.

if we had to move as far as you are moving, i think we would have donated our furniture to goodwill and bought new, but our furniture was cheap to start with and we would buy cheap again. if you like expensive furniture, that might not be a good idea.

I was accepted  into the MFA program at the university of Washington in Seattle. However I am still waiting to hear about funding. I am also assuming that different departments will send out letters at different times?

"My colleagues and I have finished reviewing and ranking our graduate applicants for next year and you are on our candidate list. 
Congratulations! We are excited to share this news with you.   I'd like to hear whether you are interested in attending the University of Washington, discuss our program with you and field questions you might have.  Please contact me, call or email is fine. Hope to hear from you soon. "   I justgot this email from Uof Washington's 3d4m program.  Im not sure what it means. Is this an interview invite? Or acceptance?    Aaah- i have gained more grays  hairs in the past 3 months, than ihave in the past 15 years! For a second i got reallly excited! Honestly i am grateful for the interviews, but its horribe for me. The anxiety and stress is too intense!  Anyonewith me? Ijust want to hear YES or NO! 

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-Carnegie mellon
-master of fine art 
- i need to do more research and need to make more work. Clearly they are looking for something specific. But i applied to 3 more schools. Which i feel i will get rejected becAuse i got rejected once and i want to die lol sorry for the drama. But i want to do genuine research under an advisor with direction .. but it didnt happen. Im sad. Im Drunk. Sorry 
- grieving....
- i am coping by thinking ... well, i have another year! a year where i can do more research on my own! Expand my knowledge. Deepen my understanding. A lot of time to explore and do and make and think. So better luck next yr... 
 
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also this is clearly a Psych folder.. but oh well ❤

"My colleagues and I have finished reviewing and ranking our graduate applicants for next year and you are on our candidate list. 
Congratulations! We are excited to share this news with you.   I'd like to hear whether you are interested in attending the University of Washington, discuss our program with you and field questions you might have.  Please contact me, call or email is fine. Hope to hear from you soon. "   I justgot this email from Uof Washington's 3d4m program.  Im not sure what it means. Is this an interview invite? Or acceptance?    Aaah- i have gained more grays  hairs in the past 3 months, than ihave in the past 15 years! For a second i got reallly excited! Honestly i am grateful for the interviews, but its horribe for me. The anxiety and stress is too intense!  Anyonewith me? Ijust want to hear YES or NO! 

"My colleagues and I have finished reviewing and ranking our graduate applicants for next year and you are on our candidate list. 
Congratulations! We are excited to share this news with you.   I'd like to hear whether you are interested in attending the University of Washington, discuss our program with you and field questions you might have.  Please contact me, call or email is fine. Hope to hear from you soon. "   I justgot this email from Uof Washington's 3d4m program.  Im not sure what it means. Is this an interview invite? Or acceptance?    Aaah- i have gained more grays  hairs in the past 3 months, than ihave in the past 15 years! For a second i got reallly excited! Honestly i am grateful for the interviews, but its horribe for me. The anxiety and stress is too intense!  Anyonewith me? Ijust want to hear YES or NO! 

Me tooo

Well, i found out today that i had been rejected from carnegie mellon. It would have been a wonderful 3 years on my behalf, but... im making intalgio prints and drinking wine and wallowing in my pitty. I am still waiting for a few more schools. So it is not over. But, as a 32 year old, i feel, RIGHT NOW, ambivalent. I figure next season i will try again. But time is going by and i am getting older. And i still feel pretty young. But the reality of my age sets in and quickly brings me back to reality where i feel older! And this hurts! And my friends have PHDs and can carry conversations and i am just a lame person who cant even get into graduate school. So if u want to know where i am in the 5 stages of grieving... well- its obvious no? 
 
At times i feel like WHO CARES! Keep going! Keeeeep going! Keep going!  
then i ask myself? What is it all about? Do i just want a fancy degree to my name? Partly, YES! And party who cares! I want to rip myself apart, explore the deepest parts of myself with a healthy direction! I need structure in life. I need schooling. Yeaaah, i can do alll of this without a masters degree, being an artist. But it seems so much more fun in an academic setting! I seek deeper learning. Theory. Critiques which will change your entire life twice. They say if u dont cry at least once in your gradschool experience, then youre doinng it wrong! Well, i am a masochist! and i dont care! I want to be immersed into the culture full on. I want to breath and exude and walk in the stench of art. I want to live under this ART rock and come out in three years. It is this discipline.  Yes , yes , yes... i cAn do it without. But i dont want to. I want to be in school. I want the atmosphere. I want an education! Maybe given a chance to teach? Who knows? 
Are these wrong reasons? 
I am learning so much ans it has only been a week. And i have been rejected ONCE. 
Rejection hurts and feels great. (maybe knowing there is hope. Otherwise it would just HURT) 
 
its the wine.
and im being a baby.
 
good luck all

?i picked the right place! 
 
Thank you to everyones kind words ❤