If it makes you feel better, I was in that position last year. It really sucked in the moment but I think in the long run, it ended up being a great thing. I was super disappointed after I didn't get in last year but it gave me the chance to get feedback from directors and figure out exactly what they're looking for, improve my application A TON, and learn more about the field. Now I'm even more confident this is what I want to do (I've also heard some people not get in and discover it wasn't their calling and that's just as amazing). I look back on my application last year and laugh because I'm not even close to the same person/applicant I was a year ago. Just remember, this is an incredibly competitive field so even being considered is a huge compliment. There's also no shame in being a 2nd year applicant