I didn’t know waiting would lasting this long and much worse than applying...
I’ve been in a long distance relationship for two years, and my boyfriend and I both agreed that we need to be in the same city after I finish undergrad. So basically wherever I choose to go, he’ll go with me. But the thing is he’s a software engineer in the Bay Area, well-paid. I don’t want him to give up a lucrative job for me, and he also seems reluctant. For me, my top programs are all on the east coast. I’m already accepted by a program that I really like at UPenn, but Philadelphia... not a software engineer friendly city. Should I go to Berkeley then? But I really like Penn and I want to go explore the east coast for a bit. Wait, what am I talking about, I haven’t even heard back from Berkeley, maybe they’ll reject me... I’m preoccupied with these thoughts everyday, and at the same time i have to focus on school work, because I did so many internships in my third year and now I’m taking an insane amount of courses in order to graduate.