Helllooo?
I'm a major flip-flopper and have changed my career goals an uncountable number of times. I recently narrowed my options down to recreational therapy, ultrasound, teaching, speech therapy, and nursing. This week, I ruled out rec therapy (salary and lack of licensure), teaching (respect, education system, salary), and ultrasound (just shadowed and do not want to do that for the rest of my life). So, my two options are speech and nursing.
I love helping people and giving advice (but, no, I do not want to be a counselor). I am extremely empathetic, understanding, helpful, and patient. I am skilled in writing (english, grammer) and communication. Nursing appeals to me because I encountered the most wonderful nurses in the entire world while I was at residential treatment. I also like the idea of caring for people and forming meaningful connections with them. However, the shifts, working at night, blood/needles/fluids, stress...does not appeal to me. For speech: I have always been interested in languages. I always thought I'd teach english, but I don't enjoy literature and the idea of assigning essays and books to read. I like the idea of helping people with their speech and/or swallowing disorders to allow them to communicate better, eatsafelyy, etc. I also like that I can form connections with people and be creative with activities. With nursing, I can't really do that. I also always imagined myself working in a school, so being a school SLP sounds right up my alley. But I don't want to be stuck working with kids forever because I also love working with older adults.
...However, my biggest strengths are my caringness and empathy (especially regarding health--mental and physical), so I feel like I'll be "wasting" my talents if I choose speech and then I'll regret it.
I am also terrified I won't get into a grad program...but I'm trying to tell myself that, if that happens, I can keep trying. If for some reason I "never" got in, I could always go the nursing route afterwards.
Any advice would be appreciated and please share your experience if you can relate to my dilemma!