Thank you everyone who is sending out positive energy - it is much needed.
I also claim rejections from Duke and Stanford. I think it is time to admit this cycle is over for me. Realistically speaking, I do have other backup plans, and I went into this cycle knowing that it's not likely I'll get anything. Yet, that slightest hope kept me day-dreaming, and I dare to admit that I am frustrated about it.
Best of luck to everyone still waiting for admission results.
And for myself: Stay strong, don't be caught up with an obsession, and be open to life.