Anyone else feeling so intensely anxious waiting to hear back from schools?
Like, I am barely focusing at work, all I can think about is the programs. I dream about it, I even walk around the prospective cities on google maps ?
It's not even like I think I'll be so crushed if I don't get in. I'll be sad, sure, but I have a decent plan B. Or... maybe I will be a little crushed. The MFA would change my entire life. I quite literally cannot think about anything else. I've been going through last years' grad cafe and Draft like it will actually help! I keep reading over my app materials, imagining it from the POV of the committees. I wish I could chill, my friends are like 'its only 2 weeks till you start to hear back' but every day feels like absolute torture ?
So if anyone else feels as obsessed as I do, dw you're not alone hahaha
