That's it then. Rejection. Again.
The realization that I'm on a boat without a sail, wondering aimlessly, hoping for someone to throw me a line. No buoy or safety net, when all my life, I was led to believe that I'll be the one with the safety net, helping others.
I'm done with all of this, I tried so hard to fend off mediocrity, I've nothing to do now but embrace it.
See you guys.