tiramisu22 Posted March 20 Posted March 20 6 hours ago, Ekpe said: Got in at Ole Miss 🥺🥺 @Ekpe poetry or fiction?
_redrabbit7 Posted March 20 Posted March 20 5 hours ago, shadygrove said: I'm poetry, unfortunately 😔 Putting out big big acceptance energy to the universe for you!! Oh, so sorry to hear that. I also applied to three schools in the Top 10 and have been rejected by two so far. Hoping for some good news from Brown honestly. 🙏🏾🙏🏾
Sumire11 Posted March 20 Posted March 20 8 hours ago, pananoprodigy said: Hey guys, mopey ass bummer of a post coming through so if you're feeling fragile like me please ignore lol. I'm just having such a hard time today. Having done this whole shebang last year I knew how competitive it is and I applied to so many programs hoping I would at least end up with a few options. I feel like I don't really have a right to complain since I have a funded offer at NAU, but the stipend simply isn't livable on its own and if I haven't been able to get a job in my current city (I've been unemployed for 5 months) I don't see why it would be easier to get one in flagstaff which is a fraction of the size. I'm just so, so tired of being broke all the time. All I do is apply to jobs and all I hear back, if I'm lucky, is no. My ego is sooo bruised from these applications. I was finally getting to a point in my life/career where I felt like I had a wee bit of credibility as a writer; I finished an mfa in screenwriting, did a cool residency, got some short stories published, etc. But now it's all evaporated and I just feel like I'm in a never ending flop era. On top of all this my cat, my best friend in the world, died unexpectedly on Sunday night. He was kind of all I had going for me and now I'm just sitting here in my empty apartment feeling lost. Sorry to trauma dump, I just don't have anybody irl who really gets how taxing this process is and how it seeps into every other aspect of your life. I'm really, really sorry about your cat. I'm really sorry.
Ekpe Posted March 20 Posted March 20 10 hours ago, Chex said: Just checked and can confirm that one was for Oregon State (poetry), and the other was for Bowling Green State (not sure of the genre but possibly fiction, based on the comments). I am so sorry, Panano. So so sorry for your loss and the general feeling of overwhelm. I can relate to the crushing bruise of relentless Ls. It does a number on the heart. Not much I can say now but I pray your hurt eases and that your resounding good news is very very close. Sending you all the hugs 🫂🫂🫂 Congrats! 4 hours ago, tiramisu22 said: @Ekpe poetry or fiction? Thanks @Chex Fiction @tiramisu22
everything bagel lover Posted March 20 Posted March 20 13 hours ago, pananoprodigy said: Hey guys, mopey ass bummer of a post coming through so if you're feeling fragile like me please ignore lol. I'm just having such a hard time today. Having done this whole shebang last year I knew how competitive it is and I applied to so many programs hoping I would at least end up with a few options. I feel like I don't really have a right to complain since I have a funded offer at NAU, but the stipend simply isn't livable on its own and if I haven't been able to get a job in my current city (I've been unemployed for 5 months) I don't see why it would be easier to get one in flagstaff which is a fraction of the size. I'm just so, so tired of being broke all the time. All I do is apply to jobs and all I hear back, if I'm lucky, is no. My ego is sooo bruised from these applications. I was finally getting to a point in my life/career where I felt like I had a wee bit of credibility as a writer; I finished an mfa in screenwriting, did a cool residency, got some short stories published, etc. But now it's all evaporated and I just feel like I'm in a never ending flop era. On top of all this my cat, my best friend in the world, died unexpectedly on Sunday night. He was kind of all I had going for me and now I'm just sitting here in my empty apartment feeling lost. Sorry to trauma dump, I just don't have anybody irl who really gets how taxing this process is and how it seeps into every other aspect of your life. I'm so sorry, panano It is a really hard time and especially your cat's passing on top of that. I'm sorry for your loss. My partner has experienced a very similar thing these last few months, unable to find work anywhere. The've got a BA and no criminal record and not even retail will take them and it's really taken a toll on them. The economy is in shambles. I'm sorry you're having such a hard time. On a positive note, you do have some waitlists under your belt that could pan out. When I spoke to current students at NAU, both said they were able to make the GTA work by living frugally and with roommates, so I'd recommend reaching out to them if you haven't yet and maybe talking in more depth about how they swing it. None of this is to invalidate your concerns, they're very real and I hope that you can make one of the programs work for you ❤️ The fact that you've been accepted to 2 places and waitlisted at 3 speaks to your talents and skills as a writer! Places want you! I'm sending you love and hope ❤️ HalBear, Mr. Scribblo, Tuxedocat and 1 other 4
honeytreasures Posted March 20 Posted March 20 Brown fiction waitlist hit draft kulfikat, tomat0tomat0 and bucket 3
Tinky C. Clown Posted March 20 Posted March 20 well i’m finishing the season with a 50% success rate… pretty cool but i wish i hadn’t applied to all those partially funded safety schools. if you’re considering a second round, don’t do what i did – apply to the funded ones, so many people get in their second time around. knowing the process/having to spend that year writing makes all the difference. i’m honestly thankful i didn’t get in my first time because now i know i wasn’t ready everything bagel lover, decayingballads21, Tuxedocat and 2 others 4 1
zaira Posted March 20 Posted March 20 14 hours ago, pananoprodigy said: Hey guys, mopey ass bummer of a post coming through so if you're feeling fragile like me please ignore lol. I'm just having such a hard time today. Having done this whole shebang last year I knew how competitive it is and I applied to so many programs hoping I would at least end up with a few options. I feel like I don't really have a right to complain since I have a funded offer at NAU, but the stipend simply isn't livable on its own and if I haven't been able to get a job in my current city (I've been unemployed for 5 months) I don't see why it would be easier to get one in flagstaff which is a fraction of the size. I'm just so, so tired of being broke all the time. All I do is apply to jobs and all I hear back, if I'm lucky, is no. My ego is sooo bruised from these applications. I was finally getting to a point in my life/career where I felt like I had a wee bit of credibility as a writer; I finished an mfa in screenwriting, did a cool residency, got some short stories published, etc. But now it's all evaporated and I just feel like I'm in a never ending flop era. On top of all this my cat, my best friend in the world, died unexpectedly on Sunday night. He was kind of all I had going for me and now I'm just sitting here in my empty apartment feeling lost. Sorry to trauma dump, I just don't have anybody irl who really gets how taxing this process is and how it seeps into every other aspect of your life. You have been such a wonderful part of this community, and it hurts my heart to see that you're struggling right now. This is the one thing I absolutely despise about the MFA process. It's almost like it's designed to be an ego-crushing machine, hell bent on making spectacular writers feel unworthy. It tricks us into thinking a spot in a fully-funded program is the only testament to our skill. In truth you have so much going for your writing career. You earned a screenwriting MFA! You got into a residency! You GOT PUBLISHED!! At the end of the day, isn't that the thing that matters most? You're writing, you're putting your work out there, and it's showing up in publications for people to enjoy. What you're doing is working, it's valuable, and I'm so, so proud of you. I know that doesn't ease the pain of rejections or the immense loss of your best friend. Go easy on yourself, your heart's so fragile right now and it needs to be held with care. If you ever need anything, please feel free to reach out. You have this community's support, forever and always. Mr. Scribblo, everything bagel lover, Tuxedocat and 3 others 6
everything bagel lover Posted March 20 Posted March 20 15 minutes ago, Tinky C. Clown said: well i’m finishing the season with a 50% success rate… pretty cool but i wish i hadn’t applied to all those partially funded safety schools. if you’re considering a second round, don’t do what i did – apply to the funded ones, so many people get in their second time around. knowing the process/having to spend that year writing makes all the difference. i’m honestly thankful i didn’t get in my first time because now i know i wasn’t ready Congratulations!! Though i'm waiting on UNLV, it's looking like I'll be finishing up with a 50% win rate as well. I'll second this, places that only offer partial funding are not it unless you're a big baller. I say this with an asterisk, as I applied to a few programs that only fund some applicants, hoping that the pool overall would be smaller and that my teaching credentials can provide me leverage within that pool (it did, I got funded offers at 2/3 and am waitlisted for funding at the 3rd). Knowing the process and the inner workings of applications is seriously half the battle. If you're applying to MFA's, you're likely already a strong writer or on your way to being one. I'm also grateful I didn't get in anywhere my first time. I've grown as a writer and a person outside of an academic setting and have more appreciation for the opportunity than I would have had straight out of undergrad. Tinky C. Clown and curfew 1 1
curfew Posted March 20 Author Posted March 20 14 hours ago, pananoprodigy said: Hey guys, mopey ass bummer of a post coming through so if you're feeling fragile like me please ignore lol. I'm just having such a hard time today. Having done this whole shebang last year I knew how competitive it is and I applied to so many programs hoping I would at least end up with a few options. I feel like I don't really have a right to complain since I have a funded offer at NAU, but the stipend simply isn't livable on its own and if I haven't been able to get a job in my current city (I've been unemployed for 5 months) I don't see why it would be easier to get one in flagstaff which is a fraction of the size. I'm just so, so tired of being broke all the time. All I do is apply to jobs and all I hear back, if I'm lucky, is no. My ego is sooo bruised from these applications. I was finally getting to a point in my life/career where I felt like I had a wee bit of credibility as a writer; I finished an mfa in screenwriting, did a cool residency, got some short stories published, etc. But now it's all evaporated and I just feel like I'm in a never ending flop era. On top of all this my cat, my best friend in the world, died unexpectedly on Sunday night. He was kind of all I had going for me and now I'm just sitting here in my empty apartment feeling lost. Sorry to trauma dump, I just don't have anybody irl who really gets how taxing this process is and how it seeps into every other aspect of your life. I am so very sorry for your loss, and for how difficult and frustrating your job search has been. Let it be known that [at least] to myself and many others on here, as well as to so many other faces in the world, you have always been a credible writer. The path is very strange and brindled with mist. An MFA is, really, one of the externalities of writing, like prizes or all the other subjective cosmetic-pieces attached to the real beautiful thing, the practice of writing, a practice which is often lonely and weird to parse through and terrifying and bittersweet. My mentor at my undergrad shared a story once about wanting to win one of the annual prizes while at their MFA [one that is normally ranked near the tippy-top]. They changed their writing style almost completely, then won the prize, then felt empty. The undulating movement in a lot of MFAs is within the current of donors and plastic prestige. There are also wonderful parts about them, yes, which is why we apply, but getting into them or not getting into them does not give a writer any true barometer on his/her writing. You were a writer to me the second you started to write. As long as you just do the thing, you are always going to be a writer, one of the realest of them. I want to read your work at the soonest possible chance, because the empathy and luminosity you've shown to others throughout all of this is a greater measurement of you as an artist than anything related to this uneasy, shadowfaced process. Rooting for you forever. rrrooossseee, Mr. Scribblo, everything bagel lover and 3 others 5 1
zaira Posted March 20 Posted March 20 6 minutes ago, curfew said: I am so very sorry for your loss, and for how difficult and frustrating your job search has been. Let it be known that [at least] to myself and many others on here, as well as to so many other faces in the world, you have always been a credible writer. The path is very strange and brindled with mist. An MFA is, really, one of the externalities of writing, like prizes or all the other subjective cosmetic-pieces attached to the real beautiful thing, the practice of writing, a practice which is often lonely and weird to parse through and terrifying and bittersweet. My mentor at my undergrad shared a story once about wanting to win one of the annual prizes while at their MFA [one that is normally ranked near the tippy-top]. They changed their writing style almost completely, then won the prize, then felt empty. The undulating movement in a lot of MFAs is within the current of donors and plastic prestige. There are also wonderful parts about them, yes, which is why we apply, but getting into them or not getting into them does not give a writer any true barometer on his/her writing. You were a writer to me the second you started to write. As long as you just do the thing, you are always going to be a writer, one of the realest of them. I want to read your work at the soonest possible chance, because the empathy and luminosity you've shown to others throughout all of this is a greater measurement of you as an artist than anything related to this uneasy, shadowfaced process. Rooting for you forever. I'm out of reacts already (whyyyy gradcafe??) but just know I wish I could upvote and heart this a thousand times. Beautifully put! curfew 1
exvat Posted March 20 Posted March 20 15 hours ago, pananoprodigy said: Hey guys, mopey ass bummer of a post coming through so if you're feeling fragile like me please ignore lol. I'm just having such a hard time today. Having done this whole shebang last year I knew how competitive it is and I applied to so many programs hoping I would at least end up with a few options. I feel like I don't really have a right to complain since I have a funded offer at NAU, but the stipend simply isn't livable on its own and if I haven't been able to get a job in my current city (I've been unemployed for 5 months) I don't see why it would be easier to get one in flagstaff which is a fraction of the size. I'm just so, so tired of being broke all the time. All I do is apply to jobs and all I hear back, if I'm lucky, is no. My ego is sooo bruised from these applications. I was finally getting to a point in my life/career where I felt like I had a wee bit of credibility as a writer; I finished an mfa in screenwriting, did a cool residency, got some short stories published, etc. But now it's all evaporated and I just feel like I'm in a never ending flop era. On top of all this my cat, my best friend in the world, died unexpectedly on Sunday night. He was kind of all I had going for me and now I'm just sitting here in my empty apartment feeling lost. Sorry to trauma dump, I just don't have anybody irl who really gets how taxing this process is and how it seeps into every other aspect of your life. Condolences on your loss, wishing you peace and ease 🙏
bucket Posted March 20 Posted March 20 1 hour ago, honeytreasures said: Brown fiction waitlist hit draft is is safe to assume that acceptances went out prior?
zaira Posted March 20 Posted March 20 7 minutes ago, bucket said: is is safe to assume that acceptances went out prior? That's what I'm assuming, yeah. Though they might surprise us. I think either way we should know for sure very soon. Brown tends to reject folks shortly after putting out acceptances and waitlists (bless them for this, for real) bucket and misssalem 2
honeytreasures Posted March 20 Posted March 20 8 minutes ago, bucket said: is is safe to assume that acceptances went out prior? I’d assume so but you never know! Ik they sent the waitlist email pretty early today! bucket 1
_redrabbit7 Posted March 20 Posted March 20 16 minutes ago, bucket said: is is safe to assume that acceptances went out prior? Waitlists first. They haven’t called people for acceptances. misssalem, bucket, penitentwanderer and 1 other 4
kulfikat Posted March 20 Posted March 20 (edited) Doesn't Peter Gale Nelson teach poetry at Brown? I wonder why he'd send the email for fiction, but hey I may be wrong... Edited March 20 by kulfikat Typo.
seah0rse Posted March 20 Posted March 20 Just now, kulfikat said: Doesn't Peter Gale Nelson teach poetry at Brown? I wonder why he'd send the email for fiction, but hey I may be wrong... he’s the academic department director, according to website. bucket 1
analog_e Posted March 20 Posted March 20 I just emailed my professor straight up saying I am going to be absent due to the intense anxiety of awaiting a decision from Brown. I am sure he'll understand. glowingbrightly, bucket and _redrabbit7 2 1
misssalem Posted March 20 Posted March 20 57 minutes ago, _redrabbit7 said: Waitlists first. They haven’t called people for acceptances. My delusion and nerves are running at an all time high.
gradschoolpspspsps Posted March 20 Posted March 20 5 minutes ago, analog_e said: I just emailed my professor straight up saying I am going to be absent due to the intense anxiety of awaiting a decision from Brown. I am sure he'll understand. I have nothing to distract me from this waiting, I fell off my train home yesterday (lol) and fucked up my knee so I'm remote. Please anything other than sitting and waiting.
_redrabbit7 Posted March 20 Posted March 20 2 minutes ago, misssalem said: My delusion and nerves are running at an all time high. I emailed Nelson Peter yesterday. He sent me the waitlist email last year. This morning, before responding to my email, he sent out the fiction waitlist. I didn’t get one. I’ve been reeling since then. His email by the way: “Many thanks for your inquiry. The Literary Arts faculty admission committee has just submitted its admission recommendations to the Graduate School -- we hope that review will be completed soon, at which time we'll share admission news with applicants.” Lady Gladys and analog_e 2
Hjanep Posted March 20 Posted March 20 Big collective breath everybody. We should prepare for acceptances not to come out until tomorrow and rejections to be Monday based on last year. Try not to make yourself crazy. I just spent a forced 75 minutes away from my phone in a yoga class and can’t recommend something like that enough. Happy spring!! Hoping someone in this crew gets the call P i e r r o t, _redrabbit7, Chex and 3 others 5 1
analog_e Posted March 20 Posted March 20 1 minute ago, gradschoolpspspsps said: I have nothing to distract me from this waiting, I fell off my train home yesterday (lol) and fucked up my knee so I'm remote. Please anything other than sitting and waiting. I tried reading some of infinite jest and that's not happening so I am sitting in a coffee shop working on a new novel project. Working Haschenparty by Schnuffel into a novel is the only thing keeping me afloat. _redrabbit7 1
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