This is a great thread. It is nice to know that I'm not the only one feeling this anxiety. Hopefully I will get in somewhere, which means that my soon-to-be fiance and I will be moving and planning a wedding over the coming months. I'll be finishing my MA thesis this semester also, while all of these changes are (again, hopefully!) taking shape. I'm so excited for the potential changes, but the uncertainty is stressful. plus it's not just me that's affected anymore. I'm so lucky to have such a supportive partner, so I really hope he is able to find a fulfiling job wherever we end up! these threads are therapeutic, but I wish i could just put the future out of my mind until I know what my options are. oh and don't even get me started on the financial stresses!! I do find that focusing on the excitement factor helps a bit. That and checking my email constantly, reading these forums, and looking at last year's results to predict when I'll hear decisions!! What a process this is!!