I have accepting my spot at ISU, and I still plan on going if I don't get in to Northern Colorado. But I do still have reservations. The cost is so high. Finding housing might be difficult, but i'm not that worried about that. I have two small children who will be 3 and 5 during the clinical. So they would have to be in daycare, either with me in Idaho or at home with their dad. I was hoping that their grandparents would be able to come out to help care for them for a good portion of it but they just visited us and could barely keep up with them for a morning, definitely not able to watch them all day everyday for eight weeks. I know some people will think this is silly but that summer is my daughter's last summer before kindergarten. I've stayed home with her since birth so the idea of missing out on (either because she's in daycare or home with her dad) my last summer as her full-time mom totally breaks my heart. It's definitely not hte only thing keeping me from going but it's not helping. It's certainly not impossible, but i feel like I would be asking so much of everyone in my family. It just doesn't feel like the best fit for me.