I have had some interviews, but none of them went well. I got one rejection and silence from the rest. I can sort of tell that my chances are very small.
1) I can make peace with that. I will just have to figure out some other career plan and things might turn out for the better.
2) However, because of that small chance of getting accepted, I cannot make any long-term commitments, for as long as 2 months from now.
I calm myself down in the morning at work thinking 1) over and over again, which works at least through the day. But just when I think I am at peace, the