Hello! This is my first time posting here but I am a second time applicant (last tried for 2010-2011). I added my information to the Google sheet, and found that my old entry was still there, it feels like a lifetime ago. Happy to have been recommended again, and I can personally attest to the incredible emotional and mental strength this fellowship process requires. Just by deciding to try, you guys are already winners.
Good luck to everyone, and don't let setbacks discourage you! Keep going for your dreams, and don't let self-doubts deter you. It's also perfectly okay to be feeling scared, because courage is not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it.