LittleDarlings

I will definitely talk to them they always ask how it went.

She usually gets like this around this time, she will cry then take a bottle then cry. It's really hard to get her to nap. I did just change my first poop diaper. I have baby sat her for about a month every week, I have experience with small kids but they are usually old enough to talk and tell me whats wrong. So far I have changed her diaper, I fed her and she has a bottle. I know she is getting over a sickness so maybe that's it? I have no idea what to do. Thank goodness I'm not a parent right now, I would suck at it obviously.

I thought it would be so easy breezy like this cute little person who I could love a ton and would do funny things and eat and sleep. I'm baby sitting right now and literally have been trying to get her to sleep for over an hour. She just cries and drinks her bottle for like a minute then cries and I'm dying. It's so hardcore. I love kids and I want them but I can't even go upstairs and fix myself food and it's tiring lol

I mean if it happens that I'm 25 and single then hey nothing I can do at least I will have a career that I'm excited about. I read somewhere that like 85% of people end up getting married, why am I freaking out? I took a baby sitting job recently it's weekly she's 13 months and it is kind of hell. That sounds awful, and I love kids but it's so hard I would hate my life if I had to do this daily with no breaks (even though I do think that if I was a kids mom it would obviously love me more and be used to me and not cry as much). Being a single parent would be so hard like so so so hard. Maybe I should just chill down. Most of the people I know from college are over 25 and out partying and loving life all over the US. It's my high school friends getting married and having kids.

Lol well right now I will focus on finding a job. I realized in pretty funny and pretty cute (not being vain) I can pull guys... I found that out on New Years Eve. I can pull some pretty attractive ones too (other than the looks though the quality has been a little bad) so maybe I can find a job, get my school situation figured out and then pull a cute good quality guy. I guess I would only be like 25ish once all that is done.... If it doesn't happen after that then I might be in panic mode again because 25 is kind of heading towards the down slope.

I check my email every 20 mins and the spam folder and the schools app checker. I have learned to crochet, I play SimCity (I'm a noob I don't care it passes my time) I have watched the first and second seasons of American Horror Story, I am almost done with the third season of Walking Dead, I am about to start Dexter and Orange is the New Black, I am applying to jobs, and learning to cook, exercising and dieting, deciding whether or not to call the department, and finding free books to read on my new kindle.

I'm going through the same thing, I took up crochet and I am job searching yeah that's pretty much it

I never saw any of the Twilight movies (I thought they were dumb lol). My therapist knows, pretty much every word I have said on here I said to here before I joined this website. Last week we are trying to work through the situation with my best friend getting pregnant and I told her "who cares I am hopefully moving soon anyways" she asked what happens if I move make friends and then they get into a relationship or get pregnant am I going to just drop them? And I told her by that time I will have my own relationship and of course she asked what happens if I don't, and I didn't want to think about that I told her "I just have to work really hard and get into one" then she asked what if I got in one and it fails (which I don't know what's worse, being in one and it failing or not getting to be in one at all) I told her I would just work really hard to make him happy so he doesn't leave. I know it sounds stupid and dumb and I know I am beyond desperate. I just don't know how to not be. I have done the therapy thing on and off since I was in my first year of college. It helps, I like having someone to talk to and tell this stuff to but at the same time my feelings are still the same. I just don't know what to do? I'm trying to find something to do to occupy me and keep me busy so focusing on guys isn't my priority, but that's really hard. I don't know what I like and dislike, I mean most of my hobbies I started with my ex and they were 2 people things where I can't just go alone (like shooting which I love). So I don't know how I'm supposed to become this whole person? I'm also afraid that will take so long. I mean realistically I am 23 which is close to 26 and then 30 and while I know 30 isn't old... It isn't the youngest either especially to be single. How do people become whole? How old were you when you got married?

I looked up the name but I honestly doubt that the Romney family went out of their way to name the child this knowing it could be found offensive. I just feel like they did something good by adopting this child (I haven't read up on the childs background but obviously he came from a family that couldn't/didn't want to keep him) I just see the good in that. I don't see it as a publicity stunt or something done maliciously.

I don't see any problem. I think it was a cute picture, and I can't see how anyone could be offended by such an adorable family.

I would rather be the student in the relationship lol I see no cons to that that's just me

Lol no please keep going, it's helpful to me and I don't have to keep posting and asking

I think I figured it out, I just added the schools twice each except the 2 that I would definitely live at home or off campus

You had to live with married people? That seems really awkward.

It seems good to me just because it is a fully furnished apt, they have quiet hours, and it would go into my tuition. It is really expensive though, the least expensive one I saw was like 780, which I assume seems right for apartments but in the town I have looked in they have some as low as 500

Oh! Thank you very much! Do I have to add the school to the list twice? I just selected on campus for the ones that have on campus housing then I hit next and it didn't send me back to select again. Sorry I'm confused

No it's a drop down and you have to choose for each school whether it is "on campus" "off campus" or "with parents"

What do you all think of schools that have on campus grad housing? I started my FAFSA and it is asking about my housing situation, on campus or off, if I say off then obviously they won't consider funding for that but I could probably get funding for on campus housing (assuming the particular schools have on campus housing which I think 2 do

I talked about my past in therapy, I think you can pretty much mention anything as long as you explain how it helped you grow as a person.

I'm sorry if I did down vote you because I don't remember. I'm sure nothing you said was that bad compared to other things I have heard. Lisa: I am freaking out I mean it wouldn't be smart of me to really look at places yet though right? I don't even know that I got into schools? I have looked on zillow at places and I know the areas in each place that I want to live and the price ranges but I am really afraid of jinxing myself.

Lol I want to be a good quality wife and mother one day. I have to be respectable, not at all saying that women who take care of men's needs are bad or not able to be respected, just saying I want to get the girlfriend status before taking care of someone's needs.