You deserve to see a psychiatrist immediately. Go in the office monday morning and wait. A good office will have an emergency drop in policy. There should be someone to see you or a promise of someone by 1 pm at the latest. If not tell them that you will be going to the er for an emergency consult. Bring someone with you as an advocate. Pack a lunch and bring something to distract you during the wait. Have your main concerns written down and don't leave until you have what u need. Prescriptions are good. This is not the time to make any decisions about your program. Now is the time to see a Dr. Email your Monday professors and let them know you'll be out tomorrow. Keep us posted. If this advice is overly directive and you don't feel as bad as you thought, then congrats. This will be your back up plan if things take a downturn. Otherwise, know that others out there are concerned. Be well dear one.