This is my first post on the site, but I've found some really helpful information from others going through the process of applying to programs. (Mainly, it helps to see others voicing similar fears and inadequacies that I find myself facing during this process. Personally, I feel like a leaf in a windstorm. I have no clue what I'm doing and don't have many people to ask for help or guidance because I've been out of school for a few years, my GRE's quantitative score is abysmally low, and all the programs I'm applying to are way out of my league. Don't even get me started on whether I'll be able to afford PhD school, in the event that I am somehow accepted, after looking at rent in some of the cities! )
Now that it's January, I can already feel a different level of stress. At least when it was December I didn't think I would hear back from any program (especially since two applications aren't even due until later this month); thus, I was living in a blissful state of "well, I won't be rejected yet." But now that January is upon us, I can tell my anxiety will be at a new high. How's everyone else doing?