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It wouldn't be that time of year again if VirtualMessage wasn't posting some bitter post about the job market, trying to scare all the kids away.

Nyctophile, Did you hear back from POI at that school? I'm in a similar situation, and I'm hoping I didn't burn that bridge. This POI is really important in my field, on top of being a great individual. I'm hoping these profs are just busy recruiting those on the waitlist.

I decided to go with UCSB. I was really looking forward to moving to another part of California (SB is too stuffy for me), but it was a matter of fit.

Haha, I never thought I would see the word "metiche" on grad cafe! Hey, Fiz, congrats on accepting Urbana-Champaign!

Are you me? Our paths are so incredibly similar (well, except for the ex-husband). For my part, my rejection from Stanford MTL was no surprise. Even though I come from a non-ranking state school, my advisors have very, very strong connections to Stanford, yet I knew it was going to be a long-shot. I'm okay with it, though, because I know I'm in good company. Anyway, thank you for sharing your story.

I was accepted into UCSB English. The campus visit is this Friday, so I'm assuming all acceptances have been sent out, but not sure. Edit: I just wanted to add that it seems (from the email that was sent out about the campus visit) that 10 people were provided offers. Aztecson23, I would email the department. They are incredibly nice and helpful.

I wasn't trying to create tension either, and perhaps I should have kept my comments to myself. I just think the people on this forum provide a great service, and we can encourage and facilitate sharing great advice by being cordial to one another.

Strong Flat White, I've seen you have to apologize more times than any other person on here. Just chill and realize people are trying to help as much as they can.

A good friend is on tour with Dr. Dog right now, filming a documentary about them. I'm pretty sure he even played guitar on a song when they were on Austin City Limits.

Ahh, I see your point. It could also be a matter of disciplinary "fit" too. Perhaps applying to American Studies and Media Studies or other types of interdisciplinary programs would yield different results. I think that while some English departments are open to the idea of Film and Cultural Studies, it seems to me to be at best a secondary focus for many English departments. I could be completely wrong about this, but that is the sense I get.

Take this with a grain of salt since I was not accepted in to a top 10: I want to interject and say that my writing sample was not necessarily in my area, unless you include my methodology/theoretical lens, or the way that I "read" literature. My writing sample centered around a different time period, genre, and national literature. I would suggest that one err on the side of overlap (at the very least) with one's area of concentration, but I don't think that hurt my chances too much. I would say to go with your strongest sample if it isn't incredibly far off from your area of concentration. Again, I have no insight into how this process works, and this is just the opinion of an anonymous person online.

I hit my like quota before the end of the first page. I totally agree with Graditude's advice. Seeing a close friend, a homie from the hood in Houston, Tx get his PhD and become a chingon, seeing my girl from immigrant parents and one of the worst neighboords in Dallas go to Berkeley and seeing her evolve into a badass, those experiences have had a profound effect on me, more than they will ever know. It wasn't even anything they said, but watching them go through the process made it seem like a real possibility for me. I'm the youngest in my generation by at least 5 years and was first to graduate from college in my family, and then I was the first to get my MA. I know that this pushed my sister and cousin to finish, even if it was out of pure embarrasment. Anyway, my point is that by doing this you're bringing a whole group of people along even if you don't realize it. I'm sure that you will go on to be that inspiration even if you don't pursue the TT positions. Edit: Just wanted to add that I'm pulling for you too. Y gracias por el ánimo!

Fiz, I want to buy you a beer. I feel you, but it's just cold feet. I wanted to say something in the other thread when you mentioned that you feel that you don't deserve your fellowship and/or place in the program. We've worked hard to get here. I, for sure, feel like I shouldn't be here. It would kill my middle and high school teachers to know that that young Chicano punk who always cut up in class, who, while it was clear he was an avid reader, couldn't be bothered to do any of the course work, has been accepted to several graduate programs. I could be happy doing something else, and I was too for several years. However, there was always a nagging doubt in mind, and it was visible to others too, the way that I lit up when I talked about theory and my area of literature. So, I'm going to try it out, and see how it works. That's all I can do cause I'll always regret it if I at least don't try.

Rejection email from Stanford's Modern Thought and Lit (which I was already expecting) followed, not even 5 minutes later, by a phone call from Santa Cruz. It really is a bumpy ride. Side note: is it completely insane to attempt to drive from San Diego Wednesday night (after the open house) up to Santa Cruz for Thursday's orientation?

Sorry to continue to hijack the thread. (Should we start another for Santa Cruz?) Did anyone get an email indicating you've been added to a google group to Santa Cruz Literature 2014 Admissions?