Try to keep your head up, man. As someone who's gone through this process twice (because I'm transferring programs now), I can tell you that it's just a total crapshoot. I have inferred rejections from both my "safties" but got a fully funded offer from somewhere much better--makes no sense, really, at least not from the applicants perspective. It's best not to try to play theory of mind with the admissions committees, because it's just impossible to know what they are looking for. I really hope everyone lands somewhere; no question that this whole process is rough.