This is the most stressful thing I've ever done in my life. I'm grateful to have made it through the application process, but the waiting is terrible. I'm stressed. I got a variety of waitlisted, interviews then denials, straight out denials from programs and three programs left to hear from. I'm so tired. I don't have a back up plan at all. Let's see how the next few weeks go. It's an up and down roller coaster that's for sure.