Worries: Someone said it before- the imposter syndrome is real. On a whim and with strange timing, my partner and I bought a house where my dream program is- across the country from where we were living. Now, here we are, and that beautiful waiting period has taken hold. I don’t really have a backup outside of these applications, and I’m not sure what direction to go in if I get rejected from all three of the schools I applied for. That looming despair is ever present, filled with depression, anxiety, and the bag of everything wrong that could happen.
Excitements: We now live closer to my family (an 8 hour drive, but better than a. 3 day drive!) and our dogs seem to like it better here. I will be graduating in May with my Master’s Degree, so there’s that. Plus, I got word that I am still in the running for a position for PhD at my dream school, so my fingers are crossed as hard and as far as they will go!