I made the decision to pursue a PhD two years ago, but I have really committed to it during this past year. I can thank my Masters degree, my course mates, the department faculty, and linguistics culture generally for encouraging me to take every opportunity I see to become a better student, researcher, and academic. I will be submitting my second round of PhD applications this Fall on yet another year off between degrees.
My problem with the paradigm of 'real world' jobs is that to me they feel like the opposite - the university feels like the real world to me and the other jobs I've worked have been in-Limbo place-holders, even the ones I've enjoyed. The work* I do when I'm 'in academia' is the only work I've ever done that doesn't force me to consistently lie to myself. Every other job I've done includes lying to myself or others about my enthusiasm, passion, strengths, motivations, and qualifications. I'm passionate about my academic work, I'm highly motivated to keep learning and improving, and I'm good at it - I'm really fucking sick of apologizing for that.
...can you tell I've been job searching recently? I'm looking forward to being in a PhD program and not having to worry about this for a while. Sorry for the emo 'academia is the only place for meeeeee' post. I never thought I would be that kind of student/applicant/whatever, but in the end that's who I seem to have become.
*In 'work' I am including: research, writing, reading, teaching, advising, and participating in academic culture and service.