i was CONVINCED i'd be rejected to all 13 of the programs i applied to (mix of MA and PhD-- mostly PhD), and have to go to a city school that is very unfriendly commute-wise for me, or continue at my undergrad (no PhD program) which is a better but still annoying commute, expensive and the same 'ol faculty (who i lovelove). i spent nights awake; when i was sleeping they were often nightmares of various sorts. my first rejection came from a 70's ranked large state school who denied me to both their MA & PhD! my second rejection came from my top choice- a top 20 state school that I visited and LOVED but knew was a long-shot. i was sitting eating lunch at school with two friends, probably in the depths of despair when i auto-checked my blackberry, clicked an email labeled "school x's graduate program" without even really knowing I was about to open a letter with a decision. i had visited and definitely liked school x-- it was up there on my list... VOILA accepted to the terminal MA with a chance to continue to the PhD based on my academic standing after 2 years. best part=tuition remission and hefty stipend for the part of the country it is in. the next day i got acceptance #2 from a more prestigious program but in an undesirable location and sans a cent so I won't be attending.
two days ago i was rejected from mid-ranked large state school numero dos- also not that desirable of a location and an ivy league school which woulda been nice but never was really happening. i'm sitting on one implicit rejection (nyu-- not called for an interview), but i really don't care about going there since i'm from the city and aren't drawn to the location like many people. i'm waiting for 6 others which i believe i have a decent shot at. if not, i have an awesome offer from a solid school.
and people, a professor mentioned to me that if you do an MA first at a school (even if they're intending on keeping you til the PhD) you can always re-apply both internally and to other higher rated schools if you'd like.
i guess the moral is, it's not over until it's over. a LOT of schools work in rounds. one of the schools i was accepted to had sent out some acceptances at the end of january and i got accepted the 2nd of march. i feel very lucky because i was torn whether or not i would go through the whole process again. stay hopeful guys! i'm not trying to lie and say i wasn't feeling apocalyptic before but seriously, some committees haven't even met (slowpokes).
...and now to my inbox. just kidding-- maybe.